Q&A #1
Here are some questions I was asked in the survey and my answers. I apologize for some of the more morbid responses but I’m just being honest
What are your thoughts/how do you view the idea of being an online content creator? Does it change the way you view yourself? Do you intentionally hide it from people you know? Do you volunteer the fact that you do it? Why or why not?
— I don’t tell people except my closest friends about this (which they support me and subscribe so thank you and I love you for doing this). This probably has more to do with me, but before I started this, I felt I was unworthy or undatable because I didn’t have a stable career and savings, but now that I have savings and am investing my money wisely, I feel I am undatable and unworthy for totally different reasons; I feel that no one will want to date me after learning I have an onlyfans. Part of me wonders whether I just want a reason to go hate myself
Do you ever have identity conflicts based on your ethnic background?
— I used to when I was younger. I used to have shame about being Asian and wished I was white. This was primarily because I was a kid in the 2000’s where we were constantly bombarded by images of the blonde bombshell and had very little Asian representation outside of the “nerdy Asian” stereotype. It’s definitely better now but growing up, I felt that I wasn’t really seen to have a personality but was framed by stereotypes. I don’t think I look very Asian but people say I do. I definitely will market myself as Asian since it’s one of the most popular fetishes and I gladly will take advantage of that fact.
What are your fantasies? What does your time commitment look like for creating content? How do find people to create with you, other than just being incredibly attractive?
— My criterion for content creation is not hideous and videography experience (a Artistic POV vision is needed as well). I think a lot of people don’t realize is that you need more than just a penis to do this
With this being your main "job" how much work is it being an adult content creator? What are the hours like? Any upsides?
— It’s mainly advertising on Reddit and trying to keep up with all my messages and customs. I pretty take no breaks from this, almost from when I wake up till I get to bed I’m doing something related to my Onlyfans. People have suggested I take at least one day off from it but I’m the type of workaholic who is always trying to do more, even at the expense of my sanity. The upside is getting to know so many cool people and being able to make people feel less alone.
What is it about raceplay that interests you?
— It’s one of the most popular fetish requests ask of me. There’s a demand and I’ll gladly supply if others won’t. I have a market to myself since Asian women for some reason don’t want to partake.
Do you have a nickname or pet name you prefer over your (presumed real) username
— People have always called me Kat or kitty
What's one thing I can do to be a better fan for you other than just monetary support? I'm getting to that, I just am in a weird place right now with buying content.
— Honestly just words of encouragement and telling me you enjoy my stuff is sufficient. Whether you tip or spend money, I appreciate and am grateful for your support as a subscriber. Sending cat pictures is also a great way to show appreciation!
Was kind of hesitant to answer the question about being married. Does that affect your perception of subscribers?
— Not at all. I hold no moral judgements on anyone’s way of life. I am truly a neutral person, I only make moral judgments on my conduct and behavior, it’s not my place to do that to others.
Do you mind if people get off to your trauma? Conservative, reformed, orthodox or not religious growing up? Are you religious now? Does your family know that your doing this? How can we make ethical rough degrading porn that still is in alignment with feminism equality?— Honestly, at least my trauma is useful for something then. Just conservative. I’m not religious. I’ll shoot myself in the head if my parents found out so let’s hope that day never comes. I think what makes it ethical is that there’s consent on both sides and there’s no form of coercion. I know some people make the argument that if a woman does it out of financial necessity, they consider it “coercion” but I don’t think I believe that. I’ve been in situations of financial necessity and it was only this summer I decided to do something I thought I would never do. I don’t think we need to align anything with society’s current Feminism because I don’t even align with it myself.
Hmm, what type of content do you enjoy making the most? What content really turns you on? What turns you off (or that you're just not into)? Since this is essentially your full time gig, has OF made you want to have more or less sex in your private life?...just a few questions off the top of my head, I have more, but I know you're busy, ha....cheers
— I like blowjob stuff, that’s why there’s so many of it. I think I refined my method for sucking cock. I like doing customs where I can test out my acting abilities. I honestly don’t like solo stuff as much, sorry. I don’t enjoy masturbation as much and I know that’s a shocker for people and you think you’re doing me a favor by asking me to “pleasure myself” but honestly, I didn’t masturbate for years until I became a content creator. I never felt the need to. I only have sex once or twice a week for content creation. I don’t have sex recreationally and didn’t have sex for years until I started my OF. I’m normal I promise.Do you feel like your personal/deeper conversations are getting repetitive or generic with how many subs you have?
— Not at all. I feel people are unique and they provide something different to each conversation. Sure, it may be the same emotion but they experience it uniquely their own.
What gives you the most gratification from running your OF page? Is it interacting with your subscribers? The opportunity to approach OF from an intellectual/philosophical perspective? Is it a turn on to share your erotic content, or does it feel more businesslike?
— I mainly like engaging in interesting conversations with subscribers, getting to know people on a deeper level, helping ease the pain of others, etc. I do enjoy developing new ways of thinking such as learning to think more in marketing and business terms rather than the strictly logical or philosophical framework. It feels more business like but I don’t mind.
